Mist – M.T.Vasudevan Nair
The word
anticipation would perhaps best describe the human condition today. The
paramount anticipation for us is the next moment. What will that next moment
bring? Will it bring pleasure or pain? Will it be perceived as good or bad,
etc? Will it be filled with life or death? It is anticipation, the expectancy
or the needing to know, needing to figure out, needing to understand, needing
an answer that very simply is a root cause of all of our suffering.
When we
anticipate something pleasurable, no matter what that is, be it a positive
outcome, a positive relationship, we begin a prefabricated illusion that
what we want and desire should happen to us.
The
fragile mists of memories, emotions, and time weave through this haunting
narrative, as the author takes us through the mindscape of the lead character
of this novella – Vimala Devi. Vimala and Sudhir had once shared a passionate
affair filled with promises. But nine years have passed as she continues to
wait for a letter, a phone call, or a visit from him. Sharing her anticipation,
is the boatman Buddhu, who is searching for his White father with the aid of
only a faded photograph. Finally the story hovers around a sardarji,
anticipating his death because of lung-cancer.
The
Story in Brief:
Vimala Devi, was a 31 yr old Resident Tutor at
a boarding school for Girls in the Kumaon Hill region of Uttar Pradesh.
It was April, and summer vacation had started
in the boarding school and the boarders were leaving one by one in the last two
days.
On the slope of the hill, beyond the boundaries
of the boarding school was a cottage which was rented out to tourists. It was
called “Golden Hook”. Just outside the “Golden Hook” was the meandering road on
the slopes of the hill.